God’s creation

Hi everyone! 👋🏻 so today I feel like writing about this so very common matter that has also succeeded make myself feels shitty every single time.

Yes! I’m talking about insecurity within ourselves 

Like any other teenage girl, adults, or whosoever living humans in the world, I too dealt with insecurity on and off for a period of time. It kills me, it really kills me from the inside seeing how deadly gorgeous, flawless, good-looking, any beautiful related words you can name an Instagram girl could be. Most of the time on Instagram will only make me hate myself even more because I’m neither as attractive as those girls nor as cool as them. I don’t have many people in my circle, what more being friends with famous people plus I also don’t have summer body bruh 💁🏻‍♀️ and that’s what makes my insecurity even worse.

Andd finally one day I decided to deactivate my Instagram account because I can’t stand the shits anymore. That’s when I started to reflects back on myself, trying to meditate myself and love myself as much as I can. I found several of very motivational quotes on the internet and Pinterest, I learned more about my religion which is Islam and I turned back to Allah which I know what most of the Muslims would do whenever they’re at a critical phase of their life. I was really down and was at my lowest at that time. I kept on comparing my life and myself to others whose life is way more perfect in my eyes.  

Until I learned that everything we have is actually not ours but it’s all belongs to Allah the almighty. Everything. From the eyes that (we) use to see, to every strand of hair on the head, to the heart that has been pumping blood in every parts of (our) body and even to the ability to raise (our) hands. Every single thing that you think you own including the energy/ability to move your body parts is all belong to Allah.

So that’s when I realised that we as a human being have nothing at all. Including those pretty girls and boys everything that they have is not theirs, they don’t own it, Allah lend it to them and Allah can take it from them 

whenever he wills (well not only them but us too okiee). 

So people doesn’t matter even if you’re the prettiest human being that ever walked on the earth, there’s seriously nothing to show off or be proud about yourself, what more gives you right to belittle other people because honey it’s not yours. And to those people who think that they’re less pretty/attractive and always felt insecure about themselves you seriously need to drop that attitude because again honey it was never yours it’s all belong to Allah. Whenever you feel bad about yourself for not being beautiful enough to please the beauty standard of the society please rethink that you’re one of Allah’s perfect creations, It’s Allah who created you, have you not yet realised that the God whom everything that is in the heavens and all that is on the earth, and all that is between them, and all that is under the soil belongs to him who have created you. It’s the same creator who have created the whole universe, who created you! So do you think you have any right to insult Allah’s creation(your own self) ? Ask yourself 

You have to bear this in mind that we’re all Allah’s creation and indeed Allah is the best creator not even an angel could outdo Allah, what more a human being who is Allah’s best creation. 

So the next time instead of feel jealous seeing other people whom you think is far more beautiful than you, why don’t you use that time, yess that opportunity to witness the power of Allah through his amazing creation, and trust me insyaallah that will increase your faith to Allah. Remember that it’s Allah’s way to show his powers through his creation and it’s stated in the quran. Just like how you praises Allah and how alhamdulillah automatically pronounce out of your mouth after seeing a massive mountain, a breathtaking scenery of sunsets on the beach, beautiful skies and graceful trees in the driveway, why don’t you do the same thing when you feel jealous/insecure every single time when you see good-looking people or people that have more than you. Just set your mind that those people are also the same like you; they’re Allah’s slave/creation and so are you, they don’t own what is on their body and so are you, so there is really nothing to be jealous on them and feel bad about yourself 🙌🏻. That’s what I’ve been practicing right now and I felt trillions time better than ever! Never felt this grateful before alhamdulillah💕.

We’re all equals by the side Of Allah so don’t let those eyes of human lie to you. You’re beautiful on your own way and remember Allah don’t look on you by your appearance but what’s inside your heart, your intentions. It doesn’t matter honey if the whole population ignores you as long as you have Allah with you by your side all the time. I know it’s hard and it’s very cliche but it’s the truth that you should acknowledge.

Allah knows what he is doing, he knows better than you, he knows what you don’t know, he knows the unseen and indeed he knows everything. So never ever questions Allah why sorts of things happen to you or why you are created liddat and not like those people or those and those people astaghfirullah. Stop comparing yourself with people who is more than you (even those people are being tested by Allah) and how about you compare yourself with people who is less fortunate than you and just be grateful for what Allah have given and written for you. Allah have said in the quran “Be grateful and I will increase you” so be grateful people and start to love yourself!! ❤️❤️💗💗✨. May Allah grant all of us place in paradise for our patience and faith in times of difficulty aminn. 🌸✨

 

Thank you for reading this and I hope with the will of Allah by reading this could help you feel better 🙌🏻 .